Coffee, I need coffee!!

Lina's saturation level dropped to 91 several times last night, as we sleep our body gets lazy. For most, we just keep breathing, but since she is so swollen she doesn't take deep enough breaths. Also, her blood pressure has been very high, and right now we don't really know why. We are going to give Tylenol with codeine and see if she will wake up! She has reached the peak of the swelling so as it goes down her vitals should stabilize. She is not herself. She has only asked to hold my hand a few times, and she hasn't really said anything for 2 days. On the way to the airport Monday morning she was a chatty Cathy and I asked her slow down, now I just want to hear her little voice say I love you!!!!! They say it is really cold outside, I don't want to leave until she wakes up, I don't want her to be alone. As I sit here taking inventory on life (not much else to do) so many things come to mind...I wish the road to becoming more like Jesus wasn't so long, but I guess it has to be so that we realize just how much we need him. I can't imagine how some of the people here get through these times. I know the Lord is with me, that is the only way I hold it together. Even when I doubt him, he never leaves, he never forgets, and he always loves. To my faithful friends, thank you, thank you, thank you. I love knowing that you are praying for Lina and I. To anyone reading---go hug your children, hold them tight and tell them you love them and you are proud of them. If they are grown, call them right now--tell them of story of when they were younger, and that you are proud of them, even if they messed up!!! I don't think we can tell a person, I love and appreciate you too much.